day 23 of 2012

instead of writing about my day, i’m going to focus on the one event that is really bogging me down. last semester, a professor told me I could intern with her research institute for academic credit. because she said I could do this, I didn’t go out of my way to find another spring internship, etc. When the semester started, I went to her office multiple times during the week to follow-up on her offer. I finally got an email at the end of of last week to schedule an appointment with her yesterday…

… where she told me that the position is not 100% sure. Of course, I tell her that I’m okay with the situation & etc. But in reality, I’m like “WHAT THE HECK. AND NOW MY PLANS ARE ALL MESSED UP”. But are they really? I’m still not sure what to make of the situation and kind of bummed because I was excited to drop one of my 400 level classes so I could intern instead. But now, I might have to end up taking that class because there is NO WAY I can find an internship now, especially if I only have 1 day open. Plus, with all the busy-ness in my life already (it’s only the 2nd week of school), I’m probably taking much more than I can handle.

honestly, i just gotta place this all in God’s hands and I’ll come out okay. 

now to ensure that this doesn’t happen for a summer internship…